people laugh at me. Sometimes it’s because I have made a joke. Most times, however, it’s because I have done or said something silly without meaning to. An example of this is when I claim that words are meaningless (which, like, they are. really it’s just words) or when I try to hug someone and get distracted. I like making people laugh. Really. But I think I have finally figured out why people don’t take me seriously. I’m not sure what to do about it though.
Something to think about, I suppose.
Also, it rained too much today and I was outside the whole time. Gross!!! Oh! And I have been kind of getting a tan. Unfortunately, my stomach is at least 10 shades ligher than my arms, legs and face.
Today started off great. Then, I got really grumpy and still don’t know why. Then, I drank a beer and Dan put on Deer Tick and I cheered up. THEN, I got a bike! Hooray! BUT, I didn’t get a lock and was having dinner with DLV and Vai. So we had to find a place with outdoor seating so I could sit with my bike. I don’t believe this was a problem though because the weather was nice. Then, I ate too much and still feel like I’m gonna vom. But, I digress. After dinner I was stoked to ride my new (to me) bike home. I quickly realized I don’t know how to get home from Williamsburg not on the train! I thought I would be able to figure it out, but no. I called Vance and he pretty much saved my life. Maybe you think that sounds dramatic but I think it’s true.
Sorry I’m such a mess! Again!
I saw The Cure! Ciel said something about crying at The Cure and I was like “psh I doubt I would get that emotional.” I have to admit though, I did get a little choked up during “Catch.” No tears, but I don’t normally cry that easily. I missed some of 65daysofstatic’s set and was very bummed. Jenn and I were in the wrong row for a while. We were confused about why we were so far back and then realized we were supposed to be in TT! Not T! Oooops. But 65days are AMAZING. OMG I love them.
Later, we drank a lot and did karaoke at a weird bar. It was really silly. I accidentally hit on someone (I didn’t know that’s what we were talking about), thus proving just how awkward I can be. Then, a boy tried to flirt with me and I got embarrassed and ran away, mainly because I had to pee. Why do I find myself in these ridiculous situations?
New karaoke song: “Spiderwebs” by No Doubt. Every time. It’s a success.
One of the music directors I talk to every week wished me a happy summer solstice. I then realized I never pay attention to when solstices or equinoxes are happening. Wait, is that right? Equinoxes? Whatever. The summer in between sophomore and junior year, I was subletting this room near Seabright Beach and the girls I lived with had a Summer Solstice party. I think it’s entirely possible I haven’t thought about celebrating a solstice again until now. Is this something I want to pay attention to? Well, according to Wikipedia, it’s today. I already have enough things to fit into my day.
I think I want to find a bike. I used to have one and I miss it terribly. Also, I’m over the train. It’s so last season.
PS: I am going to see The Cure tonight?! WHAT?! EEEEEEEEE!
I was fearless in college. What has happened in the last couple years that made me so scared? I’m not even sure what I’m scared of but I need to snap out of it. I know it’s weird to make a new year’s resolution halfway through the year, but I am going to get my boldness back again. I care too much about dumb things. No more! Fearless!
Vodka Monday?! Really? Welcome to my life.
So many shows are happening this week. I might be seeing Nik Freitas which is so awesome. I’m seeing From Bubblegum To Sky for work but mostly for funsies. And then, to satisfy the high schooler/college freshman in me, I’m seeing THE CURE on Saturday. Opening is the amazing 65daysofstatic (big deal band that I promote but would see for funsies too).
What a week.
PS: I say PS maybe more than necessary in real life but it’s funny no?
So the night before last night, I had a dream that I had a baby. It was kind of awful. Then, last night I had a really, really wonderful dream. I don’t remember what it was about but when I woke up this morning I was sad that the dream wasn’t real. Also sad is that I woke up with a gross hangover. GROSS!!!!
I slept most of yesterday. Let’s recap. I got home Friday night/ Saturday morning at 3AM. Almost OOC (out of control) drunk. Good thing we left before I could reach the full OOCness. Okay, so came home, brushed my teeth and went to sleep. Let’s say I was sleeping by 3:20. I woke up at 11, watched an episode of Arrested Development and fell asleep until 3. Had it not been for my uncle’s phone call, I have no idea when I would have woken up! Okay, so I got out of bed, which was quite the task. I was a little hungover. OBV. I made a sandwich, called my uncle back and went back to bed. I watched 30 Rock and some other things on the computer, and talked to Becca on AIM. Kind of all I do. Whatevs. So I accidentally fell asleep mid-IM conversation with a boy at I don’t know what time. Maybe 6:30? I don’t know. But Jenn DLV called me at 7:15. After being half asleep and half awake for another half hour, I FINALLY got up to take a shower. Then I met up with Jenn’s people in Williamsburg and I finally got home by 2:40 and was asleep probably by 2:50. Then I woke up today at 11. That’s a LOT of sleeping!
Last night, I went to a bar that was serving free Absolut Ruby Red vodka. That + tonic water = tasted like grapefruit soda. I loved it so much I wanted to take it behind the middle school and get it pregnant. (Oh, 30 Rock I love you so much) I was kinda tips. I’m going to the park today. I hope I can find a place to buy a jump rope on the way. Hrmm. Oh snap I am supposed to leave in 20 mins. Gotta go, interwebs. I’ll talk to you later!